6th
i should just get over it
i have been feeling rather sorry for myself as of late. i’m not sure what it is. i feel like i haven’t done anything great, or anything hard, and that ive wasted a lot of the last 25 years of my life being lazy and afraid. i’ve never been to all the amazing places i dream about. i don’t seize the day. i think this might all stem from that fact that in three months i will be responsible for this little baby that will need me ALL the time. i don’t feel like my life is over because i’m having a baby, but i do feel like i wasted some of my youth doing nothing. when i should have been doing something. im really the last person who should be complaining, i am very blessed. very blessed indeed. sometimes i just find myself wanting more. is that bad?
